| I'm not sober all the time |
[Jun. 29th, 2004|03:41 pm] |
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| | Almost Cool - Coach Moore's a punk rocker | ] |
Title: I'm not sober all the time
Author:Benji-kins
Rating: PG-13 / R
Pairing: Unknown till the end
Summary: Sex. Lies. Slash. Other boyfriends.
Dedication: Just for kay <3
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| (no subject) |
[May. 11th, 2004|06:18 am] |
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| | bright eyes - the calendar hung itself | ] |
Yeah i know i been posting more random things than i have my story but i almost got this one done..theres more hot and steamy boy sex! (Paul/Billy if you must know) and yeah well im a review whore and i didnt get any last time..(Jere emo look) oh well i can always hope for next time..
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| Sometimes I feel like going down, I'm so disconnected.. |
[May. 4th, 2004|01:24 am] |
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| | the rasmus - in the shadows | ] |
Title: Loved by no one else
Starring: Jere/Lars;Jere/Tony;Joel/Tony (others also)
Rating: eh pg-13 for now..
Disclaimor: Don't own, didn't happen..bleh
Summary:So strange how he did those things to me, and i let him. So strange.
In a way were all like this, living from one bottle of Vodka to the next, its sad you know when you think you would give up your body for twenty dollars to keep you from starving.
So sad.
A/n: This is a very short chapter but good nonetheless, if you would like to read the next part review and I'll post, what can i say im a review whore.
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| Perfection through these years 20 |
[Apr. 14th, 2004|08:14 pm] |
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| | The Strokes | ] |
Title- Perfection through these years
Author- benji-kins
Pairing- Tony/Benji ; Paul/Billy ; hints at others
Summary- Benji loves Tony and Joel but will Joel say and do something to change it all? and is Benji strong enough to choose between lust and blood?
Dedication- this ones for kay, cuz shes the only one who believes i can write slash
Disclaimor-This is not true, i made it up.
authors note- thanks for reading this far guys dont worry the storys almost over! BTW i promised a longer chapter but if i continue on where i planned it will ruin my beautiful cliffhanger.. muah<3
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| Perfection through these years - 19 |
[Apr. 4th, 2004|07:58 pm] |
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| | the strokes - reptilia | ] |
Title- Perfection through these years
Author- benji-kins
Pairing- Tony/Benji ; Paul/Billy ; hints at others
Summary- Benji loves Tony and Joel but will Joel say and do something to change it all? and is Benji strong enough to choose between lust and blood?
Dedication- this ones for kay, cuz shes the only one who believes i can write slash
Disclaimor-This is not true, i made it up.
authors note- thanks for reading this far guys dont worry the storys almost over!
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| Perfection through these years - 18 |
[Mar. 23rd, 2004|09:55 pm] |
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| | my band - d-12 | ] |
HOLY HELL I HAVENT UPDATED IN FOREVER
Title- Perfection through these years
Author- benji-kins
Pairing- Tony/Benji ; Paul/Billy ; hints at others
Summary- Benji loves Tony and Joel but will Joel say and do something to change it all? and is Benji strong enough to choose between lust and blood?
Dedication- This is to all of you who read my story, i love you all. ;]
Disclaimor-This is not true, i made it up.
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| Into the darkness |
[Mar. 8th, 2004|09:45 pm] |
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| | build a bridge - limp bizkit | ] |
Title: Into the darkness
Author: benji-kins
Pairing: Benji ; Joel (Good Charlotte) Matt (Mest)
Rating: R
Disclaimer: This never happened
Type: Death fic (i guess ?)
Dedication: To everyone who reads this
Summary:“When someone says the word ‘love,’ what comes to mind? I husband and wife? A woman and man? Two people who would do anything for the other? Yeah well, my sort of love is different. I love him, he should love me. That’s how it is. That’s how it should be. But he doesn’t he doesn’t love the closest person to him. Me. His brother. His twin. Some people find it wrong I love my brother like this. I don’t care.”
Author's Note: This is actually a good story, i got the urge to write something unfarmiliar,tell me what you think about it
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| Practice |
[Feb. 27th, 2004|07:05 am] |
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| | lying from you - linkin park | ] |
Title- Practice
Author- benji_kins
Pairing- Chris/Benji/Joel
Summary- Chris can't seem to get practice right so Benji and Joel take it open themselves to 'fix things'
Dedication- _flawed_mind
Disclaimor-This is not true, i made it up. *sigh*
Warning. Contains m/m, a bit o' bondage ; but whats wrong with that? ;]
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 25th, 2004|09:48 pm] |
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| | funeral for a friend - the art of american football | ] |
Title- I feel so.
Author- benji_kins
Pairing- Tom/Travis
Genre-Songfic
Dedication-uh this is for someone..you yeah you.
Disclaimor-This is not true, i made it up.( the story part atleast lol )
< a/n- i love blink and if this is unexcepted in here, then just delete it ;] >
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| I'm so sorry |
[Feb. 24th, 2004|07:27 am] |
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| | come clean -hilary duff - hey dont knock it i like that song | ] |
Title- I'm So Sorry
Author- benji_kins
Pairing- Joel/Benji
Genre- Poem
Dedication- you_dont_prefer / kay
a/n i dunno i like it how 'bout you?
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| Perfection through these years - 17 -(Joels P.O.V) |
[Feb. 17th, 2004|12:38 am] |
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| | senses fail -bloody romance | ] |
This is the best chapter yet i think; i really liked it and if you dont like nor read my story then why are you reading my disclaimor ;x
this is not intended to piss anyone off when Joel kinda makes fun of 'emo' kids hes just a rather 'no touchyfeely' kinda guy so yeah.
Title- Perfection through these years
Author- benji-kins
Pairing- Tony/Benji ; Paul/Billy ; hints at others
Summary- Benji loves Tony and Joel but will Joel say and do something to change it all? and is Benji strong enough to choose between lust and blood?
Dedication- This is to all of you who read my story, i love you all. ;]
Disclaimor-This is not true, i made it up.
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| Perfection through these years - 16 |
[Feb. 12th, 2004|09:01 pm] |
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| | alice in chains - man in a box..i feel like a man in a box. | ] |
Ok dangit. that was SO not cool xp it italic'd my whole chapter 12 (censor) bloody..(censor)(censor).ok im a little better..(CENSOR) ;]
ox;kaye
Title- Perfection through these years
Author- benji-kins
Pairing- Tony/Benji ; Paul/Billy ; hints at others
Summary- Benji loves Tony and Joel but will Joel say and do something to change it all? and is Benji strong enough to choose between lust and blood?
Dedication- This is to all of you who read my story, i love you all. ;]
Disclaimor-This is not true, i made it up.
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 12th, 2004|08:54 pm] |
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| | The postal service - the distric sleeps alone tonight | ] |
Yeah yeah i hate this household..valentines day is a sorry excuse for the nothingness filling the brim oh my soul..and how come i dont get any flowers and candy.
Title- Perfection through these years
Author- benji-kins
Pairing- Tony/Benji ; Paul/Billy ; hints at others
Summary- Benji loves Tony and Joel but will Joel say and do something to change it all? and is Benji strong enough to choose between lust and blood?
Dedication- This is to all of you who read my story, i love you all. ;]
Disclaimor-This is not true, i made it up.
blah blah blah i need a vaction.
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| Perfection through these years - 12 |
[Feb. 12th, 2004|08:47 pm] |
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Sorry for the mix up heres chapter 12 ;x
Title- Perfection through these years
Author- benji-kins
Pairing- Tony/Benji ; Paul/Billy ; hints at others
Summary- Benji loves Tony and Joel but will Joel say and do something to change it all? and is Benji strong enough to choose between lust and blood?
Dedication- This is to all of you who read my story, i love you all. ;]
Disclaimor-This is not true, i made it up.
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| Perfection through these years -13 and 14 |
[Feb. 11th, 2004|06:34 pm] |
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| | rod stewart - the first cut is the deepest | ] |
Wow, i have to much free time..wheeeeeeee * by the way i am getting lazy and postinf 2 at a time, because i can ;] *
xo;kaye
Title- Perfection through these years
Author- benji-kins
Pairing- Tony/Benji ; Paul/Billy ; hints at others
Summary- Benji loves Tony and Joel but will Joel say and do something to change it all? and is Benji strong enough to choose between lust and blood?
Dedication- This is to all of you who read my story, i love you all. ;]
Disclaimor-This is not true, i made it up.
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| Perfection through these years - 10 and 11 |
[Feb. 11th, 2004|06:03 pm] |
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| | glassjaw - Ry Ry's song | ] |
My mom makes me clothes out of old boots and the lining of our old trailor. ;] ox;kaye
Title- Perfection through these years
Author- benji-kins
Pairing- Tony/Benji ; Paul/Billy ; hints at others
Summary- Benji loves Tony and Joel but will Joel say and do something to change it all? and is Benji strong enough to choose between lust and blood?
Dedication- This is to all of you who read my story, i love you all. ;]
Disclaimor-This is not true, i made it up.
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| Perfection through these years -9 |
[Feb. 11th, 2004|06:45 am] |
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| | linkin park - points of authority | ] |
Thanks, so much for reviewing guys i got writers block so im reposting everything..maybe even to the point someone can read it! i could use a beta but i dunno where to find one ;x oh well.
Title- Perfection through these years
Author- benji-kins
Pairing- Tony/Benji ; Paul/Billy ; hints at others
Summary- Benji loves Tony and Joel but will Joel say and do something to change it all? and is Benji strong enough to choose between lust and blood?
Dedication- This is to all of you who read my story, i love you all. ;]
Disclaimor-This is not true, i made it up
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| perfection through these years - 8 |
[Feb. 10th, 2004|07:35 pm] |
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| | finch -letters to you. | ] |
This is becomming quite the chore, ill be glad when im done! ;/
Title- Perfection through these years
Author- benji-kins
Pairing- Tony/Benji ; Paul/Billy ; hints at others
Summary- Benji loves Tony and Joel but will Joel say and do something to change it all? and is Benji strong enough to choose between lust and blood?
Dedication- This is to all of you who read my story, i love you all. ;]
Disclaimor-This is not true, i made it up.
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| perfection through the years - 7 |
[Feb. 10th, 2004|07:30 pm] |
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| |  blank | ] |
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| | afi - god called in sick today | ] |
Im beginning to loose site of my goals in this story, everyone makes me so sad..
Title- Perfection through these years
Author- benji-kins
Pairing- Tony/Benji ; Paul/Billy ; hints at others
Summary- Benji loves Tony and Joel but will Joel say and do something to change it all? and is Benji strong enough to choose between lust and blood?
Dedication- This is to all of you who read my story, i love you all. ;]
Disclaimor-This is not true, i made it up.
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